STUCK AT HEARTZ
Todaaay , sch was finee , had councellingg with ms ng abt some things . After sch sharmine&linda came to my houseee , we did some works . Preparing things for Mr Tong together for him as a gift . Yeaaahh . it was funn lahhZXZX . We waste alot of papers . HAHAH ! SAVE THE EARTH !
play volleyballsxz for awhile . FUN OKAY . Eat together .
plan for tml :
going out with linda to sharmin houseeeee . To continue with our work ! looking forward to tml .
SOMETHINGS , THAT I GOT TO SAYY !i didnt know all these thing that i wanna do to myself will hurt you people . Erica criedd . shant mention what happen . But i know i hurt her with my blog . Im sorry . and then shauna and sity wrote me letters telling me it will be alrights . Dawneeee forgivee me . And then she kept asking me whether im okay anot , and then nagg here and theree . Nagnagnag . Aiyo dawne arhzxz you only 12years old , why so naggy like old old ahma !Then my form teacher mdm ng , councillor ms ng , my volleyball teacher mrs sing and moreeeeeeeeeeeee . Im sorry . I wont do that nor think that anymoreeee . Iloveyouall<333333333333333333333333
REPLY
Tagg reply :
dawne: i HATE you carrine xu!
reply : ohh :D im happy with it , love <333erica: nothing is going to help if you keep doing this to urself ):
reply :Not jumping . xiuhui: hellos, link me too (:
reply : HAHAHA : okayokay . You're link-ed alr :DWeili: hey , where are you going ?!? i can't contact you? your hp sotsot?
reply : somewhere farfar here . i also cannot contact you eh ,♥'PEIYI: umm .. OK . I'll give you something too ! ;D
♥'PEIYI: HEY CUTIE♥ ! I've read it & OMG ! I'm so touched & even though I didn't recieve candies or sweets from you .. you love is enough . ;D & where are you going ? ):
reply : HAHAHA . okayokay . i going somewhere farfar here . Saraahh: mesnever dedicate for me . can you dont go ? PLEASSSE
reply : will dedicate for you okay .mandaMooooo ♥s': HELLO ! : D hahah , tagged ! (: please link . thank youuu ;D
reply : okayokay , gonna relink you soon (:richelle: hm.. so now someone got jermaine than im not important anymore RIGHT. okay whatever, f offf ah you.
reply : okay , if you think this is so . then so be it . I STILL LOVE YOU AND WILL BE THERE FOR YOU .Belinda: haha tho i liked alex before hahahah but now i like someone else that is a secret for me to know and for you to find out!.
Belinda: i got say alex yap horny?
reply : LOL , kisiao . Lesbian . HAHAHAAHHrocker: im rock , so does CARRINE !!!!! ILY , dont go ok .
reply : whyy . I know you rock . LOL
I find out that , now , meiling is coming to my house almost everyday .
Today , meiling came my housee . Chaaaat abit and then also gossip , shhhhh . HAHAH .
yeserday didnt sleep okay . Not really lah , only sleep for 2 hours . Whole night talking to Yoga , and was crying too . LAME , i know . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , I LOVE JAY CHOU okay . Meiling say he's a dung . ROARRRRRR . So angry lahhh . SCREW HER UHS !!
Taggs reply :AManda: my blog name is funtastic--girl.blogspot.com... tag me pls!! thanks
replied : ohh , HAHAH . Okayokay . will tag and link you .KohFuQi: linkedd ;D
repliedd : thanks yeah , babe :Dyouknowme: pleasee dont leave , dont be so emo , It will be alrights !
repliedd : HAHAH . Im not emo hor !! i know who you are lah ! HAHAH .chevron: hiiiiiiii, surprised? hahah, wow i didnt know you actually linked me! (((((((:
repliedd : yar lah , i link you , y'know . &&Hello , bythewayyy . TEEHEES :DWENWEI: eh FARK YOU LA . DONT LYK THAT LEH . MF ! YOU COME BACK LA!
repliedd : relax siol , HAHAH . Okayokay . I will come backkk okay
TO :
JERMAINE TAN !!HEY , i still remember , we quarrel and quarrel and then suddenly now becameeeee closer abit :DDDDDDDDDDD HAHAHAH . We quarrel abt volleyball . Then what jintai better and than blah blah blah . AHAAH . Actually i got write dedications for you de lor . Yesterday , comp sot sot one . Thats why . I COMING TO FAIRFIELD SEC NEXT YEAR OKAY ! I WILL SEE YOU THEREEEEE , MUAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAH .
Anyway , I WILL give you your TREAT before i go . I going somewhereeeeeee far away from hereeee :DDD After i go alr , you arhzxsxz , gentle abit lahxsxz(opps) and get 1st every year for VOLLEYBALL ARHHHH , make proud of fairfield ehhs . (although you wanna burn that sch down ) <33>
REPLIEDDD
Jermaine Tan!: Eh fark you where's my dedication! AND WHERE YOU GOING, DON'T ZAO LA. MY TREAT HAVEN'T COME YET THEN YOU RUN!
replieeed : HHAHA . Will treaaat you before i zao lahh ! && Your dedication is the BEIGGEST AND LONGEST OKAY !
someoneeeeeee: you r running away from it . face it dear !!! I don wan u to leave mi!! don do tat 'thing'
repliedd : No , im not runnng away from it . Who are you bythwaay . I maddde up my mind alr !!
Yoga: hahah hey ! thx i saw that post ! ily too ! : D take care alright ! : D
replied : HAHAH , yeaaaah . Ilyyyyyyyy . You too:)
youknowme: hi you know me but im not saying who i am...pls think about it no one wants that to happen to any of their friends...it will be very heartbroken if that 'thingg' happens...): pls dont do it ..
replied : HAHAHA , im sorry . I maddde up my mind alrr .
9:07
After eating lunch , i suddenly have a urge to eat cookies . Went to buyy . Im seriously broke now . And then jermaine&richelle want me to treat them . They sure eat alot one norrr . Then at that time , i need to declare that im
BROKE .
my credit card only got 500$ .
Bytheway , Everybody add me can . SOMEBODY change my password for msn lah . Cheebyee , if i know who that person , i gonna screewww him or her .
nothing really happen today .
so bye .
repliedddd
belinda : okay lah okay lah . give you lah . ingrid: HELLO . Benjamin : yes .. im okay . Richelle : nothingggRussell : HAHAH . kidding lahhhJolene : HAHHAHA . Okayokay . Will give you sweet okay . When you all have volleyball that time :DD
6G' 08 , always in my heart
It time 3:21 .
Cried in sch . AEveryone was playing games then i hugg my jacket and cry . Relax , no one see me crying . Damn sadd . Th 'thing' have spead .Thadd , Richelle , kyle , belinda , sity , shauna & erica know alr .
I only wanted to tell Richelle , belinda&shauna .
HAHAH .Thaddeous&kyle was like shocked .
thadd saw me crying . (recess time )
thadd : hey , carrine . actually if you got anything that make you sad , you can share with me de . i ver trustful one . got anything must tell me arhhme : HAHAH , okayokay . i will .5mintues..
sity wrote me a letter to stop me from doing that ' thing' then kyle&thadd , read it alr come and talk to me .
thadd : carrine , dont like that lah .kyle : hanor hanor
thadd : why , you want to do this ?kyle : yar lor yar lor .
me : dont know ,
thadd : then dont do lah !kyle : yar lah yar lah
me : mai lame lah kyle -.-
thadd : carrine , not all thing can settle by doing that 'thing'me : i dont know . I dont wanna face it can
thadd : dont lah . Last year alr leh .i dont even know all of us can be together again anot .we splitting alr leh . Dont like that .me : im sorry .
endd .
I find that my class damn cute lah .
that day when pri6s had our captain's ball on the field . After that my class went back , while walking back . this is joel&leander convo .
joel : leander , now what period ?
leander : .. err recess ?
joel : ohh , now what time ?
leander : 11+ ?
joel : yay , recess le ... *skip to the canteen *
leander : ... but before that , we must gather at the canteen .
HAHAHAH , when leander say that , joel skip until cannot see the shadow alr
still got alot okay . I gonna miss 6G'08 .
Love , it wont help ;
R , slit yourself wont help you in anything . It will make you more pain& cry more
All the people around you , want you to be alrights and not there cutting yourself .
Dont scare me please ?
You can be alright
No one has given up hope on you .
I will be there for you , always&forever
Everybody have hurdles to go thru' , just like me and you .
but as time goes by , we had alr overcome it .
&with each hurdles that we overcome , we become stronger .
not only you are going thru' hurdles , but its everyone .
althought , im not there sometime for you .
but im sure your friend are there .
just dont hurt yourself .
it wont do any good to you nor to others .
love , let time help you .
try playing games& cheer yourself up :DD
Richelle ;
16 Oct 2008 THURSDAYY:D
timeeee are late now , it is 10:59:56
Didnt know that dawn cut her hair short like richelle .
HAHAHzsxzsx . DUNG , Just now at Richelle house baking cookies(
cannot be eaten ! ) Richelle using laptop then view people's friendster& read people's blog . We were laughing at some pictures .
IT FUNNY CAN ! -Got this girl called richelle in th friendster added all the richelles in th world because richelle is her own name . &&she added richelle joy chia too .
- thenthen this girl , it damn sickening can ! She took pictures of herself , I know it normal but she took her panties and stuff .
SICKENING , ABNORMAL .
-AFTER THAT . went in this girl profile , richelle ex sch mate - nanhuaian , so ugly and fat . AND she put makeup and then the stomach's fats can be seen . GOSH , not being bad lahhzszxszx . But it natural when you see that , you will laugh :DD !
Just went in richelle's blog . She say she cant go into 3F NA , &&she was scolding people can . SO FIERCE . ANYWAY , you can promote to 3F one lah . Dawn can promote too . Ohhtian ahhh . Richelle say
she love me . Okay , tml got date with Joey . YAYAYAY . Ann tml okay . I wanna wait until 12 midnight . Then i can post down here say to joey that HAPPPPYYY ANN !
I tell you what lahh . I hate my com , SERIOUSLY .
&&
I JOINING RICHELLE'S CHURCH SOON .
MR TONG LEAVING:(sad , sad . &&HE STILL OWE 7 of us A TREAT !Anyway , that could be his first treat to us and last treat to us too .
OKAYOKAY , I post&write alot alr . Goodnight
TO ME
SUMMON MY DEAR TO ME (:
15th OCT 2008
"If anyone wants to be first , he must be th very last , and th servant of all ."
(Mark 9:35)
My school new vision is ;Leaders of the future pursuing excellence ,
upholding strong
Christian moral values &having a heart to serve .&then , the new core values are ;Love and reverence for
GodServing&Giving
Respect
Integity
Resilience
Today 's lesson very funny . NOT LESSON . It's what had happened IN TH CLASS . My class was watching videos and then suddenly , got this teacher shouted , " Huang shan jia dao !!" ( in chinese )
Mr Wee(Benedict Wee) and
Mr... dress up like th people in the past kingdom . Something happen (shant say ) VERY FUNNY . We (primary6s) have to wear smart casual attire to attend the p6 GRADUATION PARTY'08 . We are splited into 3groups . Like the show called , " Romance Of The Three Kingdoms ". Then still got the imperial edict and then what royal family & Hua Fei Palace . Okay larhs . This years . Quite fun :DDDD
that man called Russeeeeeeeeell . Call me ahlian . Please lah . Im not .
then that woman called belinda tan . Call me chao ahlian . please lah , left look , right look , down look , up look also dont look like . Im not .
LOOK !
My socks are high , my tie are short .
My skirt are long , the way i tie my hair is suck .
My Pe shirt everytime GOT tuck in .
My hair is neatly pin up .
I had my nametag , class com bagde , school bagde nice&properly there .
I everytime reach sch at 6.30am .
I everytime reach home at 1pm .
I dont bring handps , ipod , mp4 , psp , ds and eletronic stuff .
ciaoooo .
14th Oct 2008 :Dthe time now is 8:47pmToday went tiong with ANDREALU&&FENNY (: To search for more present for my dear , JOEY&&I 3rd Ann:DD &&Eat Burger king with them , bleh , quite sick of it alr :o anyway did buy some good things for joey (:Hope she like it (:Yknow wht , today no lesson but got Growing Years Series (GYS)-.- We learnt abt BGR . Then the whole class look at me and laugh . Mrs Jenny Quek ask the whole class , " SERIOUSLY , you all got any friend that got boyf ?!" Then 6gs laugh and look at me . I gave all of them a weird face . Thadd&Jerome shouted the erictan's name . I shouted back , " Shuddup lah , then i dragged alina in because alina&jerome looks REALLY PERFECT GOOD :DDDD .To JOEY !!HAPPY 3rd ANN !&&GIVE ME MY GRREEEEEEEN STRAWS :DDDLove , BYEE (:i hate it , i hate it& i really hate it .why is it always happening in my mind . fuckyouI VERY STRESS ! IDIOTIC , STUPID-TIC .I HAVE A VERY FUCKUP LIFE .It suckzsxzsx yknow . i gonna leave the world in 1months time :)cause psle result will be out at that time :C
YOZSXZSX !
12th Oct 2008 , SUNDAY :DD
YOZSXZSX ! My com fixed alr ya ! Ermm , today went out with Meiling and Yi Er to BUGIS . DUNG leh . We went shopping and walk around . Then Yi Er told me that she want to go lan . I say , " Huh , how to go , bugis have meh ?" She say haveee . So we went around asking where is the lan . We searched for lan for abt 1++hr . Then in th end , we finally got into there . And SERIOUSLY , i dont know how to do in th lan shop because it my FIRSt time going there-.- And we were like , SHIT , what to do and how to do . We went home without using th com ! :PP
13th oct 1008 , MONDAY :DD
Today i didnt go to school , can say pon sch , but not really lah . At 12+pm i msg sity whether they still going out anot . Then she say yes and they are going to IMM . Sity ask me to meet her at th BURGER KING there . After i went to bathe and then took mrt to jurong .
I REACHED THE BURGER KING EARIER THAN THEM CAN ! So i text her and say that i go daiso first to walk around , when they reach alr then they text me . After that we eat down there then shop around . Suddenly , shauna wanna buy drinks&Fries . So we went MAC to order and chat there too . Around 15mins , sity , erica and me took mrt home and then deborah&shana took bus home .
Half way to mrt station . We were laughing as jurong mrt station got 3lanes and then Erica took th left one , sity took th middle and i took th right one . LAME-.-
To RICHELLE the rockstar . (:Hey babe , im sorry . I just saw your msg that you text me in the morning ! SORRY:CANDREAANDREA LU QIANQIAN HUIHUI ! You suck for the time being :DD REMEMBER our date tml after your sch end (:AND , my house phone CAN USE (: YAYAY . I can start CALLING&DISTURBING PEOPLE :DDDDDDD (
damn damn excited to disturb people !! )- busy friendstering&doing something now . BYYYYEEEE , &&iloveJOEY&MY CLASSMATES :]
CIAO
Heated gold becomes ornament.Beated copper becomes wires.Depleted store become statues.So the more pain you get in life you become more valuable .
LALALAS~!
I had made up my mind to spamm all the shopping centre EVERYDAY until 2009:P !
DUNG DUNG DUNG . This coming MONday , i'm going out with my classmates to clementi to eaat pizza .
BELINDA , nonono , dont jealous that PRIMARY 6s GO OUT OKAY .
BELINDA , she damn cute . I go out with her . She very angry when she saw groups of pupil together . I ask her why . She say , "It all primary 6s going out , i hate this year primary6s can !"
Everytime she saw a group of them , she will say , " PRIMARY 6S !!! "
HAHAH ! Anyway , Im starting to rot alr . No one date me out :[
Except for Belinda& my classmates .
I gonna change my friendster name into Amble Xu .
THANKS to PEIYI . She helped me to change . SO THOUGHTFUL !
I started to MISS , JOEY CHIA CHIA ! I last see her is ... on .. LAST YEAR ALR ! AWWW , sad sad . Hope we still can last long ! OUR anniversary coming ! We going to zoo to sit on HORSES .
NOW , for the time being , i wanna sleep , cause im damn damn tired . I woke up at 11+ am leh ! SO EARLY Right !! So , got to sleep ! MUACKS !
YAY !
YAY , so great ! My psle over and i'm so like a happy now !
9th Oct 2008
Math - HARD HARD , Sect A&B easy but sect C HARDDD !!
Eng - Easy
chinese- didnt take , hospitalize ( but everybody say easy !)
Science - sect A SOME EASY , SOME HARD , sect B EASY !
Today went out with belinda to jec, saw alexandra and we took the same mrt together
alex: Eh hello ! *smile*
me : err , yar hello ! *smile back*
alex : Im fenny
me : LOL , HAHA .
alex: where you going ?
me : er , meeting belinda ?
alex : huh ? Belinda , i just parted with her
me : yars , i know , she told me she with you .
*reach jurong*
Me : err , alex ! byeebyee
both : *smile*
Belinda and i went to walk around , look at wallet . CHICKEN ! Dont have the wallet that i want !
SO DAMN ANGRY . Walk for awhile , saw bel 's arm . She damn emo lerh , she use penknife to cut herself . Went Daiso , kept laughing cause everything $2 . LAME-.-
Next week's plan .
-Go out with bel , jacq and more .
-go starbuck see handsome guy. (LAME )
-eat duck rice with joey chia .
-celebrate me and joey anniversary
-buy shoe
-SHOP everydayy
WHATEVER . GOING TO DRINK MILK now , BYE !(KIDDING)
no matter what i do ,nothing can change again and turn back to the starting point .im sorry , my love
EEEK
4th October ! SATURDAY
HEY YA , Imissmybloggg ! Im with ANDREEEA now at Merv 's house using computer. Alot of thing happeneddd this few weeks and months . I feel so sad for Mernel . Although i dont know her . Heard from richelle that Mernel very nice and richelle was sad . She couldnt do her exam . AWWWS , Richelle & Gina , hope you two are okay . And the people around them :)
AHH , My psle english was hard:l
HOPPPPEE I get A* for that !
To Richelle :
IMY&ILY ! Love , Hope you can promote to secc3 ! And takecare of your health . Meetup sooon ! (:
ToAndrea : Andrea , hope you also can promote to sec2 express ~! <---stupidd
(andrea say to me : " SHUDDUP LAH , i can of course go into express . " ) <-- andrea is beside me .
To JOEY !!! :
Joey lovelove , you too . Get a good grade and show me that your not stupidd:P .
HAAAH , hope you and jacqueline patch up uhs . (YOU OWE ME A PACK OF GREEN STRAW& 100LOLLIPOPS !!) LOVELOVE :DD
To 6gs:
Hey guys , Hope you people can go into a good school ! AND KEEPP in contact ! MEETUP AFTER HOLIDAYS UHS ! :DDDDDD
To everyone in the world :
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY
MERV respond : grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . :PP
ILANDREAAAAA ~! (:
YAY , bytheway , i got into GAN ENG SENG ! , Finally , mydreams came trueee , I dsa by academic ! NOT VOLLEYBALL . I wanna take up a new cca ! (:
Ciao (;