STUCK AT HEARTZ
Thursday, July 17, 2008
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Today in school kept vomitng and stomach is like damn pain . Stomach cramp . And then after recess i dash to the toilet and vomit , at that time Dawne was with me . She follow me to the toilet as she scare i will faint again in the toilet where no ones know . Then i die . After that after vomiting i was like relieve alr . THen half way though the lesson , i vomit again . But didnt came out . It was insidem my mouth , i know it sound disgusting . But i just dont know to create trouble for everyone especially Deborah as she was sitting beside me and i dont want to vomit on HER's and MINE book and i immediately rise my hand up and then wanted to tell teacher . When i rise up , Deborah , Dickky , Alina , Welin&Jerome also rise up . WAH , i feel like im the queen you know . HAHAH . Then MDM Ng saw me and i allow me to go . And i immediately dash to the toilet and vomited alot alot of it . THen Jermaine came . Hers and mine relationship wasnt really that good , She hate me maybe . But she came and check onme whether im okay or not . I feel like im the one alway get sick and those who always give people trouble . Like , first i fainted causes my clique , classmate , teacher to worry . And then now , i vomit causes people around me to worry again . I feel really damn guilty .
AFTER SCHOOL .
After class , went to the bookshop with my clique without Jermaine and Erica
and sat down to wait for Shauna's brother . WAIT WAIT~ . Wait so long . I ask shauna , " Shauna , do you want to go market to buyyy fries ?" She say , " No ." OMGGG , just feel like pinching her . The suddenly Dawne was like tickling Shauna , then my mind was like , dont pinch shauna , tickle her . Then i gang-ed up with dawne to tickle shauna . We were like tickling until so funn and asked her still want to follow us and she was laughing and say okayokay .
Cross the road to market way and then she break her words and say no i not going . I got so damn angry . But Dawne say nevermind she follow me . Then i was like no Shauna and sity go with me lerhhs . But they just walk their way . So i follow dawne , we ate at the market and i send dawne home as her house was like few metre away ? . HAHA .
I DAMN HAPPY CAN . I went Sity blog and saw what she post me .
READ :

sups.
just read carrine's blog.
wah. its like damn sad sia.
carrine ; if youre reading this ...

don't ever forget why God is not doing anything. He probably wants you to fight on.
Your mom slapped you not because she hates you. if she hated you, you wouldnt be able to be on your computer, you wouldnt even have a roof above your head.
Name me one person (that you are close to) , who wants you out of their lives.
Even if your friend, Richelle, (dont get the wrong idea) is not always there (but of course she is) , you have other friends to love you so you can be loved.
you dont need Eric. Youre staring at my blog page. the person who wrote this must obviously care about you right?
open your eyes sia. can't you see,
Your mom loves you, if not, you wont be in Fairfield
Jermaine loves you, if not, she wouldnt even check to see if you were okay in the toilet.
Dawne loves you, if not, she wouldnt follow you to buy fries.
Shauna loves you, if not, she wouldnt play THEOPPOSITE with you.
Erica loves you, if not, she would, she wouldnt be smsing you.
I love you, if not, I wouldnt be listing down all the things here.
Your other friends love you, if not, they wouldnt even be
going out with you.
God loves you, if not, you wouldnt even be here.


I felt like crying and i was touched(obviously ) . OMGOMG , i just relize , yar , JERMAINE loves me too , if not she wont even come and check on me whether im okay or not .
 
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