suck . WHY CANT THEY LET ME GO ?
stop asking my friend can ?
arrgghh . I NOT YOUR FUCKING PUPPET ! I HAVE NOTHING LEFT ALR . I dislike THEIR STARE ON ME . I HATE IT , Please let me go ? I dont want this . IM NOT A PUPPET . Let us go ? Please . THEIR STARE THAT THEY GAVE ME , SUCK . Why stop us from being together? D; no , i dont want . i dont want to be in the girl's-home or mental hospital(?). i just wanna have friends and stay happy everyday till the last of my life . why cant i have it . why force me . why their life so perfect , and not mine ?! i want that too . im tired of chasing that . i wanna led a happy life only , only that , nothing else . is that too much .
i hate that feeling , i hate my life , i hate myself . my feeling , you guys wont be able to understand it . its suck .
im afraid , i dont want to be the only one there alone . im very scared you all know ?
DONT KNOW RIGHT ?  ¶ 4:20 PM